Weird Day

I've been in a funk all day. Partly from the hormones and I'm sure some of it is because of what is going on. I told my mom about what is going on. She's got her fingers crossed that it works out. Sometimes I think I'm okay, sometimes I wonder if it's over. I'm afraid to think that it may be over because I feel like I that means I'm giving up. I'm not giving up, just wondering. Right now, my back aches and my boobs are really sore. Yesterday, I felt a lot like I did last Sunday. I've read so many success stories, I'm still praying that I'm one of them.