It is confirmed, I will be triggering tonight at 9:30 p.m. ER will be at 9:30 Monday morning.
Went to my last appt. this morning. The nurse in the lab couldn't find a vein. She stuck me once and couldn't find anything. She was very nice and tried her best to find something before sticking me. I told her about the lady digging that needle around in my hand. I think I'm going to tell that story for the rest of my life. The nurse couldn't believe that happened. She said she would never dig around in there with a needle because it's such a 'thin' area.
I saw that girl again. I was wondering if I was going to bump into her. She was sitting in the waiting room in the lab and then came into the Dr. office afterwards. I thought about saying something but chickened out.
The nurse I had today was amazing. We were going over the med schedule post-ER and I started crying. She got me some tissues and told me it was okay and that she understood. She told me how she had been in my spot, having had been through two IVF's. One failed and one FET. She said everything I needed to hear. I'm so grateful that I got to meet her today. I think I'll send her a card. She has no idea how much she helped me today.
It's a very emotional time right now. This is it. All that time we waited, gave us something to look forward too. Now it's here. All that time waiting for the next time and it's almost over.
Like the nurse said, I have to let it all go. It's not in my hands. There's nothing more I can do. That's easier said than done..... The meditations I've been doing are helping let it go. I'm so glad I started doing those.
Anyway...
I wasn't going to have a follie scan, but the nurse decided she wanted to see what was going on in there because my E2 levels weren't matching up with the number of follies the nurse here in town had measured. My E2 went from 770 on Wed. to 1730 on Friday. She still had 8 follies.
Once we got the vag-cam going, it was clear that there were more follies. The other lady just didn't seem to 'see' them all. I ended up with 12 on the right side and 4 on the left. The cyst is still there but I have a couple follies there now. Good size follies. She said everything looks good, she saw good things going on. Made my day. :)
The meds situation. They gave me some free meds out of their 'stash'. I went back into the conference room and gave myself my last stim shot. Very interesting experience. No ice either.
Oh yeah, they are trying for a 5 day transfer. This would be a very good thing!
Better go get my hcg out of the fridge.
