OH.MY.GOD!
Just as I was feeing hopeful....
I was getting ready for bed, staring at my pee sticks one last time to see if that line was still there (still was) and hoping to see a line tomorrow morning. I go to the bathroom, wiped and saw brown mixed with cm. So I wiped again, brown. Wiped again, pinkish brown. So now, I'm freaking out. I always spot the couple days before AF. This doesn't really feel like AF, but I don't really know what AF feels like while on estrogen and progesterone. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Please don't let this be AF.
E has no idea any of this is going on. I don't want to freak him out, because he will freak out. I can handle all of this, he can't.
I'm gonna throw up.
