Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Ugh!


They never called with my beta. Better believe I'm gonna call them and let them know how annoyed I am. Thanks a lot. This happened last time. I went to get my beta really early in the morning, sat around, sat around feeling it was most likely negative even though the hpt said 'pregnant'. I just didn't feel it. Anyway, I had to call them and tell them I still hadn't gotten my beta and I was wondering what was going on. When the nurse called back, she apologized and said she would call me right back. Something with the lab not sending it over right away or something. It ended up being negative. I can still here her words, "I'm so sorry Kim. It's negative", then she told me to stop taking all meds. It was horrible. I'm so afraid of hearing, "I'm so sorry, Kim" again. I know most likely I'm okay, it's still scary.

This bfp stuff is scary business. I feel like everything I do is going to jinx it. It's still so early ya know? I downloaded the First Trimester cd from Anji. I only got the one, didn't want to get ahead of myself. At least it will help me relax a bit.
I still feel great and amazed that this is happening. It's really a miracle.

I seem to have a nap time. :) I keep getting REALLY tired around 6/7 pm and sleep for an hour. My boobs hurt SO bad. I had some cramping again earlier. It comes and goes. Still unbelievable thirsty.