Saturday, April 11, 2009

BCP CD 14

Not much to report. I've had a little spotting since yesterday. I think this was when it started last time. I don't know. Maybe not. I feel like I was spotting when I was doing the Lupron injections.

I've been falling asleep the past few nights during my meditations. Oops. Guess I'll have to do them earlier. I've been sleeping and falling asleep so well lately. It's nice.

Getting nervous.

I swear every woman at the grocery store yesterday was 9 months pregnant. Instead of feeling sad and wondering if that would ever be me, I told myself that I will have that. I will experience that.

This is so scary. :(