So, I had a couple bad days there. Yesterday was better than Wed., but I was still down in the dumps. Feeling much better today.
I've been playing phone tag with my RE. One of these days I'll actually be able to talk to a person to sched. an appt. for our next cycle. I'm getting my hopes up. I don't want to get my hopes up because of what happened last time but I also don't want to go into this with a negative mindset. If I'm going to be negative and think the worst, what's the point? Right? If this cycle fails, they will have to put me in a mental hospital because I don't think I'll make it. I have no idea how some of these women keep going.
Bought some adorable WW ice cream at the grocery store. I may need a mini spoon to eat it. Have you seen these things? They are so tiny! Maybe I'll take a picture and attempt to figure out how to post it.
Sometimes I wonder if I have ADD. I can barely type out what I'm thinking before I get another thought. I can't keep up with my thoughts. They all run together. Whatever. I don't care. It would be nice to get everything out of my head. Empty it. I can never seem to put it together. It's like it gets lost on it's way out. Or sometimes, there is so much going on in there, when it gets typed out, it looks like nothing.
