Officially. I guess. We are looking for March/April for our second IVF cycle. So many things to conquer by then. I joined weight watchers again so I can loose the 20 pounds I've gained since the last cycle. Emotional eater much? Food is like crack to me. I feel like I'm starving all the time.
I'm not sure why, but I've actually been letting myself imagine being pregnant! Not only that, but having a baby. That's about as far as I get. Pregnancy. Birth. Baby. It's been over a year since I've let myself think about these things. For over a year I would not let myself view my life for more than a month out. So, this is a HUGE step. This has to work. It has to.
