Here I am, after a little break. I realize I should have been blogging, but I couldn't bring myself to go there. Or here. I needed to escape from all of it for a while. Not that I didn't think about what happened and what was to come.... Just going on with life like a normal person was something that I really needed to do.
I can't believe I was pregnant. It's almost like a dream. I feel like I have to force myself to remember that from time to time. Still feel blessed to have experienced as much as I did. It was the happiest I've ever been in my life. I felt so at peace.
As expected, AF came today. I think I've said this before but, it's amazing how well I've gotten to know my body through all of this. Good thing I had called my RE office on tuesday to find out what I should do when I got AF. I was worried that I'd get it over the holiday weekend and wouldn't be able to get a hold of them.
As of now, I'm taking 1 pill twice a day. I go in Monday for a baseline u/s. We'll talk about dates after they get the results from that.
I'm excited and at peace with whatever happens. I'm optimistic. But different than when we started the second fresh cycle. I've been trying to figure out a way to explain the difference but can't think of anything that fits.
Can't wait to read this in the morning. Blogging while wacked out on Darvocet may not be a good idea.
