Today sucked major ass!First of all, the top test is from this morning. It's a darker than the one from yesterday morning, but about the same as the one last night, maybe a tad darker. The second one is from this evening when I got home from work. It's obviously darker.
Why did today suck? Because I kept thinking about what the nurse said. It's so hard to be in limbo like that. I really didn't feel like I wasn't pg, but I didn't feel like I was. I mean, I thought I was, I could have sworn I was. And, I couldn't tell if I was just in denial over the whole thing or if I was mad because I was pg and she was acting like it was impossible.
So, I went to buy more hpts after work and tested again. Darkest line yet. Today the Ovidrel should be out of my system. I'm still wondering about what the nurse said, but I'm leaning more towards maybe I really am pg! It's like a weight lifted off my shoulder. At least until tomorrow morning when I test again and pray that the line isn't lighter. :)
